season's change

I believe that there comes a point in everyones life when they reach the line of entering into a new season. In this time, God goes through issues from the past that is hidden in the dark. I am so happy that I am enrolled at the school of the Holy Spirit. There are things in my heart, desire that I didnt even know were there. I believe we go through this because He wants us to make our minds up about certain things and to make us comfortable with the season we are about to enter.

Here is an example from my life: I recently looked at some pictures on facebook of a friend and his at university, going to clubs, meeting new people, forming new friendships, having this great lifestyle. My reaction to this was I felt old because I am here at home sewing a quilt and knitting a scarf. As I was saying this to God; this thought came to mind I'm in my early twenties and my priorties have changed simple as that!!!

And so...by Faith I am going to believe this as a revelation from God that I am now entering into the next season of my life and I am sure He also wants me to underdtand that and to accept that I my priorties are not to go clubbing but to settle down.

I believe that God takes us through these things to test our hearts and to set them right onto His priorties which are really best for us. It also gets our focus back on the right purpose (God's purposes for our lives) rather than floating back to the world after our own carnal desires. It is also I think a way of clearing out all the junk from our souls to make more room for Him and His plans for us.

Thank You Jesus, I Love You!

Fasting and Praying

Fasting is something that you have to enter into gradually, my best advise is to let God be your leader and guide when it comes to how long to fast, what you should be fasting for. I have recently started Fasting again it is just something Father God has led me to...so its been a period of two weeks fasting on and off. when I first started last week I begun by having only one meal mid day my body just could not deal with not having food, but after that I could fast for the entire day with one meal supper, now I have got to the stage of one day without food, so I am improving.

Interms of prayer again ask Father too led you, He Will he wants to help you, He really wants to instruct and teach you...I dont tend to pray unless I feel led, It needs to be the Father who draws you in, if you dont wait for Him to pull you too Him then you willllll fall and end up with a very sore headache... Even when you are just Fasting and not Praying He sees your heart desire and that is too be close to Him, to hear Him Better He sees the condition of your heart!!!! So also if you are not Praying you will be singing songs of Praise in Your heart to Him, suddenly you will just have a song fall on your heart and that is all you sing; this is a very good thing because it is as though He has given you a song to worship Him with!

I entered into my lastest Fast called the Esther Fast which is 3 day day and night without food or drink. I entered into the fast thinking I knew what it was I was meant to be praying about and praying for but God has given me and directed me toward another path which I still need to ask Him about. So yes, the Esther Fast because I just entered into fasting my body is still getting use to not depending on food but instead God's Praise, so I had a little meal of soup, toast and water because if I didnt my body would have been in a state, I was shaking and weak so I definately needed to eat something and this was not me breaking my fast I ate that and continued and I repended to God after and explained I am going to complete this Fast Father!

Fasting is soooo good if you want to hear more from God, your heart becomes so tender You cry alot, your prayers are so much more than when you do eat food. You also become a lot more aware of the supernatural realm. But just be focussed to Hear from Father God, be led by Him and He will direct you. And Fasting is also good for the waste line, it helps you to get rid of all that extra bagage that you walk and live with.

While Your Single

While you are single, God will help you untie those deep and strong soul ties, they can take a long period of time to heal and undo. The thing is your soul is still attached to theirs, it all depends on how strong and deep the connection was between yourself and the other person. I prayed a prayer way back in 2010 but it is only now that God is beginning to deal with this soul tie that I had with a male friend back in college. We were only friends but our minds connected on an unusual level and I believe we were in love with eachother, we were never intimate. Shephanie Herzog talks about this in her book she calls it counterfeit bonding, it is although very hard to identify what it actually is, emotional, physical or spiritual. I do know we have bonded and crossed the line and too this day he is still in my heart.

I recently just at the end of last year 2010 untied a soul tie to another male who I was very close to, well i have waved bye to him and closed the door, but to be going through this again is an emotional strain, in many ways I feel as though I'm lossing so much. But it has to be done.

How un-doing a soul tie accurs first the old emotions/ attachments resurface, then you think maybe he is the one, then usually the way in which the thoughts of this person directs you should determine if they are or not. For example if the thoughts of this person leads you to sin and destruction drop it and run to God, if the thoughts of this person leads you closer to God, to being a better person, involving yourself then He possibily is the One, that God is directing you too. That is how I have determined the One I have weighed all these other males against this One male and I always come back to Him.

Then in Your Heart it is truly your desire to follow God's Plan for your life you say to Him "God, it is my desire to do your will and if X is not the One you have chosen for me then I give Him up please help me to let go of Him once and for all!" and He will Help You, remember He looks at the Heart and as Long as your desire is to serve Him, He will help you.

I'm Telling.

I am even more now convinced that the One that God has chosen for me is the One, it has taken alot of convincing. Recently I heard something within me saying "tell him", I replied "No" the voice went away and has not returned! I seeked prayer at church, then I spoke to my Pastor who told me to ask God instruct me on what the next step should be. Aim to seek and gain as much knowledge as possible from the Spirit and also from your bible! I went back to Stephanie Herzog book retaught myself on God's way of approaching God's chosen one.

Note to self: If you are not ready for Marriage or even a committed friendship then you shouldn't give the him the inpression that you are. Be ready in every sense of the word, be an all round whole person, filled with Gods Love and Passion. Get your guidance from the Holy Spirit.

1 God reveals the person to you, then confirms it in several legitimate ways (so for example I got a kettle from a family member which had his last name, which I saw as a confirmation from God. It is very light humoured but I believe God could be speaking through the kettle.)

2 Now out of Obedience to God you should approach Him and ask if He too has heard anything. Be incredibly sensitive for both Him and yourself. It is going to take alot of Knowledge, Discernment and Holy Ghost Power!!! If God has spoken to you as clear as day and you have your confirmations then be sure God has spoken to him too.

3 Make a committment to eachother of genuine friendship be friends. It isnt a dating situation no intimacy do not ruin the purity of the relationship, love one another enough to not destroy and ruin what God has spent all this time prefecting for you (please don't commit any sexual acts before the wedding night.) Keep God in the middle of your Friendship.

4 This is the time that you tell your parents or spiritual parents make sure they are spiritually mature and hear from God. Pray for Wisdom and Strength both of you. In this day and age older people think young people only get married because of attraction, sexually urgers, emotions, and lust. So truly bow your head and ask Him to let them see this marriage is from Him, ask for maturity and wisdom also pray that God would give your parents peace to know this is God. You are not seeking their approval so if they do not approve the relationship trust God to turn it all around, but the bottom line is you are doing Gods will and that is all that matters, if you have Gods Blessing its all good.

Matthew 19 vs 6- So they are no longer two, but one flesh. What God has joined together, let no man asunder or separate.

Pray at every step of the way, for the smallest things to the biggest! Depend on Him.

Ephesians 5 vs 19

Speak out to one another in psalms and hyms and spiritual songs, offering praise with voices [ and instruments] and making melody with all your heart to the Lord.

I am the 'English Rose'

No matter where I roam
I will come back to my english rose
For no bonds can ever tempt me from she

I’ve sailed the seven seas,
Flown the whole blue sky.
But I’ve returned with haste to where my
Love does lie.

No matter where I go
I will come back to my english rose
For nothing can ever tempt me from she.

I’ve searched the secret mists -
I’ve climbed the highest peaks
Caught the wild wind home to hear her soft voice speak
To hear her soft voice speak

No matter where I roam
I will return to my english rose
For no bonds can ever keep me from she.

I’ve been to ancient worlds
I’ve scoured the whole universe
And caught the first train home
To be at her side.

No matter where I roam
I will return to my english rose
For no bonds can ever keep me from she

Paul Weller


English Rose is a term describing typically 'English' beauty