My last relationship was 2 years ago, it lasted 3 months and we broke up around Christmas! So as any human can imagine I am doing a lot of thinking. At the time I really liked him, I was really into him, he was cool he use to serenade me with his acoustic guitar; I was 20 I was young and stupid!
I put so much hope in our relationship, in my mind he was greater than he actually was, I was so high minded of him that not even he was able to live up to it. I trusted in him, depended on him, and gradually needed him more. Big, no no women.
This is sad to say but he became my saviour I recall once actually saying to him "why is your phone off at night, what if I need you". Just before I met him I had just started going to church on a regular basis and as soon as we started dating, church was out of the window. I replaced God with him.
When Eve ate the fruit from the tree God clearly instructed not to eat, God then cursed her and said in Genesis 3 vs 16 ....."Yet, you will long for your husband, and he will rule over you." What this is basically saying is Women will forever be looking for their value and their worth in men rather than God, so the focus has shifted from God to man. Which would explain why women become so dependant on men because it has become part if their in born sinful nature, like child birth pains it is just natural sadly.
In conclusion this illustrates that I am just a normal human women. There is one important fact I need to include and that is Jesus died on the cross two thousand years ago for me. In doing this He won the battle, He took the keys of death from satin and He came to save that which was lost, which means Yes Eve did a stupid thing in the garden (I forgive her, we all make mistakes, unfortunately hers ruined the face of mankind) But thats why Jesus came, so that we might be saved and now I can Learn to focus on Him again instead of on men for myself worth.
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