Have you ever had that one person in your life who was always there, who always matched you perfectly? to the very t, he matched you. Your life is seperate yet you walk to the same rythme, even though your hundreds of miles apart.
His the person who is like an annoying sore that you really want to scratch the scab off, instead you want to hug him and to love him and have him care about you--back; already.
Well I have someone like that he has just always been there..at times he went away for long periods in fact for years, but some how I always managed to be there again, standing in front of him. HIM Again.
As I stand there I have my many doubts and it all feels wrong as though he is not the one and I think I love him. Because everytime I hear his meeting up with another and not me I get jealous at the same time my doubts are confirmed and I feel reliefed. But deep down inside I wish it was me he was contacting, me he was wanting to see, ME.
But I could be wrong. It wouldn't be the first time, but hopefully it is the last time.
His the person who is like an annoying sore that you really want to scratch the scab off, instead you want to hug him and to love him and have him care about you--back; already.
Well I have someone like that he has just always been there..at times he went away for long periods in fact for years, but some how I always managed to be there again, standing in front of him. HIM Again.
As I stand there I have my many doubts and it all feels wrong as though he is not the one and I think I love him. Because everytime I hear his meeting up with another and not me I get jealous at the same time my doubts are confirmed and I feel reliefed. But deep down inside I wish it was me he was contacting, me he was wanting to see, ME.
But I could be wrong. It wouldn't be the first time, but hopefully it is the last time.
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