Father, let Him stay

I sit, I sit and I stare because He is over there.

There is a holinesses to my hearts affections that is not fair,
at times I can hardly bare all the love I have for you, as i still and stare.

All the Love that is there.

I dont know what love is suppose to look like,
but, when I look at you my love for you renews
and I realise it could be you.
I will always love you and yes that is true.

Goodbye is what I continuiously try,
but somehow I manage to re-tie all my affections that laid so far behind.


"Dear Father forgive me...
I try to part but his struck on my heart..I am trying to let go that is a start.
Will You please help, help me to part; cause I know I am no longer in his heart.
I pushed him for a start, he ran away and didnt stay, I pushed him away.
I will forever dread the day, that I pushed the Love of My Life away.

Its been months all I can do is pray, pray that one day he will want to stay.
But for now his gone, his gone away.

I want to see him again, I want to see him stay and love me all my days until we are grey..

Father Love him, hold him to stay even though he doesnt know Your way.

Love him anyway, hold him and convince him to stay someday, any day will be okay."

Is today the day you stay.